window half open
cool crisp breeze rustleIN
its breath through the leaves
birds wallowing in the midst
seemingly hanging onto
every word unspoken
simply by feel
leave their notes
written on the leaves
care.fully laid on the grass
with the trees pure love & help
while the owls are still here, too,
ALL OF CREATION IS
sayIN out loud TO US:
IT IS THAT SEASON
YOU'RE TURN
YOU'RE UP
and YES,
ALL loves,
THE FALL IS
UP IN THE AIR.
CAN YOU HEAR IT?
CAN YOU SEE IT?
CAN YOU FEEL IT?
Most don't ask truly,
yet the really brave ones JUST ask,
"So Portia,
how do you propose
we fix all of this?"
My first thought,
not spoken out loud,
is always the same,
"WELL NOW...
we cannot fix all of this
all on our very own
given what we have been given
collectively
with limited
so called "multiple choice" options without ever having been asked
how we felt
nor what we thought
before what was done
was DONE DID."
What I speak out loud,
in those moments,
is,
"WELL NOW...
that IS a v'airy loaded quest.ion...
that most do not like
The TRUEST Answer to."
"What do you mean by that?"
is the tip.ick.all response.
"First, I mean NO HARM.
The Whole of The Truth
is not hard at all, simple TRULY,
yet mo$ $AD.lie "feel"
as if
"it" is too hard
that they cannot
nor want to
look to it,
hear for it,
LEARN IT,
KNOW IT,
TO BE.COME WISE TO IT,
& do $ay an awe.full lot
they'd ju$t rather "pull on"
their cover$, hide them$elve$,
curl in,
& HANG (them$elve$)
til they can just go to sleep,
& wake UP after it is all over.
But why de$ire to do that
and miss The Best Part of Life...
LIVING LIFE WELL."
FOR HEAVEN'S SAKE!
Mo$t have not FREELY SEEN YET,
Mo$t have not FREELY HEARD YET,
and mo$t have not FREELY FELT YET,
have.IN' bu$ied them$elve$
"to death"
to the point of being so numb
$UM saying,
"I do not even know how to feel
about all this."
THEY SAY IT!
AND DO NOT HEAR
THEMSELVES SPEAKING!
SO
I JUST CARE.FULLY
& VERY GENT.ALLY
SAY IN RESPONSE,"
"I FIND IT ALL V'AIRY ENTER.RESTING,
DO YOU,
THAT YOU SAY,
'I DON'T KNOW HOW TO FEEL?'
THAT IS OKAY, YA KNOW?
IT IS SIMPLY JUST A SIGN
THAT YOU ARE GROWING & TRANSFORMING."
SEE?
HEAR?
FEEL?
REMEMBER?
ANY THING?
ABOUT YOUR
ADULT.ESSENSE PHASE?
Ever just watch,
very quietly whispering,
as catapillars spin their own threads
& EVENT.YOU.ALLY JUST DO IT...
...wrap themselves
INto their own cocoons...
& ASK YOURSELF,
"I wonder, DO THEY KNOW
what ALL they
are getting
themselves
INto?"
Adolescents,
A.DULL.ESSENCE,
A.DULL.Ə.SENSE,
IS ACT.YOU.ALLY
HUMAN METAMORPHOSIS,
yet the collective $TILL buy$.IN
to the age old LIE$ that THAT TIME
i$ $uppo$ed to be "the time"
to "teach" that a J.O.B.
(J.ust O.bove B.roke)
i$ what young "chap$"
are $uppo$ed "to get"
$um how in order
to get a $o call.ED "real" J.O.B.
to "feed" them$elve$...
C.R.A.P.
[SEE.WRAP (?)]
The$e age old car.mmm.ICK l.oop$ are, YE$, $ICK T.RAP$.
Me IN.trap myself in all thi$?
NOPE ITTY NOPE NOPE!
NEVER HAVE & NEVER WILL!!
I KNOW
FREELY
what REAL FREE.TIME IS...
ALL THE TIME...
IS simply Divine Timing
UNFOLDIN' OUT.
NOW,
WHY IN THE WORLD
WOULD I GO
AND TAKE MY OWN TIME
(STEAL MY TIME)
GOING A.LONG WITH THE MA$$E$
ME$$.IN.G WITH
THE DIVINE ORDER OF CREATION?
DO THE MA$$E$ NOT KNOW YET
THAT ALL THI$ ANTLANTEAN DIE.UH.TRIBE I$ A $ELF IMPO$ED
DEATH TRAP?
DO THE MA$$E$ NOT KNOW YET
THAT CREATING ELECTRICAL
& SPIRIT. YOU.ALL DEPENDENCY
LIKE THI$ ON THE MATRIX
I$ A DEATH TRAP?!
DO THE MA$$E$ NOT KNOW YET
THAT PUTTING OUT MORE MATRICES' PLUG.IN$ TO
$O $AID OF LIE GET DOWNLOAD$
OF PA#T LIFE I.TUH.TIE$
ALL.READY DONE F.ALE.ED
ID'$ IDEA$.
AGE OLD TRAP$ LIKE ALL THI$
ONLY CAU$E CATASTROPHIC
SELF
DESTRUCTION.
NOW
WHY WOULD I EVER
FREELY CHOOSE
TO CHA$E & FALL.LOW
INTO THEIR OWN DEATH TRAP$ $TILL LIE.IN IN KNOTS
F.ROM THE FATHUM$ BE.LOW
THE SEES?
NOT ONLY WOULD I NOT!
I DO NOT!
HAVE NOT!
NEVER WILL!
I SIMPLY OB.SERVE.
HAVE BEEN OB.SERVING,
HAVE BEEN PRE.SERVING
PURE SOVEREIGNTY FOR MYSELF
AND ALL IN THE MIDST
SINCE I BREATHED IN
THE FIRST BREATH
FREELY GIVEN TO ME
& FIRST OPENED MY EYES
AT THAT VERY MOMENT
BEEN WIDE AWAKE
& VERY MUCH FREELY ALIVE.
I AM WOAH.MAN
AFTER ALL,
AND I KNOW
THROUGH EXPERIENCE
THAT WHEN TRANSITION HITS
DURING ADOLESCENCE,
AND WHEN GIVING BIRTH,
& YES, REBIRTH, TOO,
EVERY SINGLE REBIRTH PHASE
THAT COMES WITH EVERY ONE
OF THE SEASONS OF LIFE
DAILY, EVER IN THE MAKING,
EVER CHANGING,
YES CHANGING OH YES,
THAT "IT" ONLY COMES
OUT WELL
WHEN WIN
WE SIMPLY BREATHE
AND FREELY ALLOW/uh.L.OWWW
THE BODY YOU.NIQUELY,
DO ITS GOD GIVEN "THING"
& YES, THE BODY
OF HUMAN.ITTY, TOO,
WHOLY HEAL ITSELF
AS DIVINELY AS "IT" JUST DOES
FROM THE IN.SIDE OUT,
TO JUST LET BE
& LET IT ALL
ALL OF IT
JUST SLIP
RIGHT OUT.
SLIP.
SLIP?
SLIP UP, DID WE ALL?
OH, YES IN DEEDS O'PLENTY
WE DONE ALL
SLIPPED UP.
OOOOOP.SEE?
DID I "SLIP,"
AND JUST SAY
TOO MUCH
FOR THE CROW.D$
TO "GET IT" JUST,
YET?
FEEL IT AGAIN, YET?
HEAR IT AGAIN, YET?
SEE IT AGAIN, YET?
WHAT?
AGAIN,
& AGAIN
& AGAIN,
OH DEAR "ME"!
ME, YOU, WE,
YES YES YES
WHAT THE WHAT?
WHAT'S THAT?
THAT
NO ONE CAN
PUT ON
THE S.LIP.HER
THAT DOES NOT FIT
THEIR VERY OWN FOOT
THEY BE TRYIN' $O D'ANG$T HARD
TO BE CRAM'IN ON & ON & ON
WHAT THE WHAT NEXT
THEY'$ BEE $TINK.ER.IN.G
WHICH'$ WITCHE$' WAR.LOCK$
$TICK$ UNDER PANT$
CAUGHT ON FILM
BACKWARD$ NOT WATCHIN'
WEAR THEY BUY GOIN
DONE DID
BUYIN' NUTTIN' BUTT HEAR$AY
FROM THE HOR$E$' REAR$
$HOT D'ANG$T IN DUH FACE
OF THE MO$T $TIHL
DONE DR.UN.K THE
KKKOOL C.ROW.D$
DUMB DIDDY KOOL CREW$AID$
NOT REAL.EYE.$ING
THEY ARE ONLY
IN.TO THEIR OWN MOUTH$
$WALLOW.IN THEIR $HOT$
$TONE COLD DEAD
IN THE BOT.TELL$ ALL
TH.INC THEY DONE CORK.ED
THE TRUTH SEERS.
HA
THEIR $TILL ARE
(JUST'IS)
MANY BABE$ $UCK'IN
"TOY$' 'LAND'" PLA$T.FED EYE$.
DONCHYUNS KNOW YET
HUMANS ARE NOT TOY$
NEITHER IS CREATION,
I$ EVER TO BE TOYED WITH.
MOTHER NATURE DON'T HOLD
BACK HER JUST'IS
& SHE DOES NOT
DISCRIMINATE.
SHE DOES NOT NEED
ANY MO MO MO OH YUR TOY$
NOR $UB.$TANCE$
NOR TINGY TING TING$
TO RAPE HER
& THE YOUNG ONES
TO DIG YUN$
GRAVE$ MOUND$
O' YOLO$' TIGHT A** CORD$
& TRIPPIN' FOOL$ ACID$ TAB$
DUN MADE IN TO CHIP$
OOZIN' OUT COIFED BOXE$
O'DUH PICK.YOURS DO TELL ALL,
THAT FOOL$ $HOT
DONE POI$E.IN.ED
THE PURE WATERS.
DR.INC WITCHYUN$?
NO NO NO
NO MO!
DONE DID THAT
& GROUPIE$ DUN
$TABBED ME IN THE BACK
WAH TOO MANY TIME$
TO FALL FOR THEIR $HOT$
LINED UP BEHIND ONTOP
& FULL FRONT.ALL
PEW.TRIED $ICK BARS.
$ELF IN.PRI$ON.MENT
$LAVE.IN FŪR DUH $LAVE DRIVER$ THEIR PRIDE.FILLED LIFE'$ $IN.$TANCE ON PAR RAID
TO THE CLOCK$ WORK ORANGE.
GOOD LORD,
WE NEVER DID NEED ALL THI$
THAT THE HARD.NO$ED
RAIL.IN ON & ON & ON & ON & ON
a.GAIN & aGAIN & aGAIN a'BOUT,
AD.NAU$EUM.
FOR REAL!
THE COLLECTIVE JU$T'I$
$HOWIN' OFF (NOT ON)
AND IS NOT $EEM.IN.G.LY $TIHL
BOBBIN' HEAD$ FÜR DUH DEAD
Y Y WHY WI$E I$ THAT $OW?!
NOT READY YET, THAT'$ Y Y Y
FOR WHAT IS FREELY
DIVINELY HAPPENING, AGAIN
& THEY BE MISSING IT AGAIN,
HAPPENING
RIGHT NOW,
YES RIGHT RIGHT NOW
ALWAYS DIVINELY TIMED
WITHIN CREATION,
IN.CLUE.DING HUMAN.ITTY
GOIN' NUT$ FÜR HUM.PING
A$ MANY WAR DOG$ & DOG.GET$ A$ THEY CAN GET
THEIR GRUBBY PAW$ ON.
ME WORRY AB.OUT "ALL THI$"?
NOW WHY WOULD I EVER
GO & MAKE MYSELF $ICK
WORRY'IN A'BOUT THI$
OR ANY THING?
REALLY!
ME?
WHAT IS IT THAT
I AM DOING?
FOR REAL?
ME,
JUST WHOLY IN.JOY.IN.G
THE PROCESS, PEACE.FULLY
CALLED LIVING WHOLY WELL,
ALWAYS HEALING
ALWAYS GROWING
FROM THE IN.SIDE OUT,
AS DIVINELY CREATED TO,
NOT TROUBLE.IN MYSELF
A'BOUT ANY THING
NOR ANY ONE$ NEXT DAM TH.INC$.
ME,
HOLD.IN.G TO ONLY
PURE FAITH,
TRUE HOPE
PEACE.FULLY,
JUST DOING THE BEST THAT
I CAN,
TO KEEP
UNCONDITIONALLY LOVING ALL
FROM A DISTANCE SAFE IN CHRIST
AT ANY & EVERY FREELY
DIVINELY GIVE.IN
RARE MOMENT IN TIME,
AS ALL THI$ JUST'IS JUSTICE
PLAY.IN.G IT$ELF OUT
OUT
OUT
OUT.
⚖️
AND IN.JOY.ING THIS TWOS.DAY
JUST ME, CHRIST, & 4 LITTLE
FUR ANGELS,
WE BE SITTIN' TREETOP
EYES ALL LEVEL WATCHIN' OUT
WITH ROSETINGED LEAVES
OF A DOGWOOD TREE
ABUNDANTLY OVERFLOWING
WITH RED BERRIES FALLING
TO CHIPMUNKS AMONG KITTENS BASKIN' ON THE GARDEN ROCKS BELOW AS BLUEBIRDS, ROBINS, CARDINALS, WRENS, CHICADEES & A BABY BLUE JAY
ALL COME TO PEACEFULLY FEAST
COMMUNING NO MATTER WHAT
$TOOP.ID HUMANS BE DOIN' NOW.
YES, I AM
IN THE BALANCE,
ALONG WITH YOU &
ALL OF HUMAN.ITTY
& ALL OF CREATION, YUP YUP,
AND, VERY CAPE.ABLE
& VERY WELL BALANCED,
TOO.
ARE YOU?
YOU CAN?
GOT TIME?
WHAT IS IT YOU FEEL
YOU ARE FREELY DOING
RIGHT NOW WITH YOUR TIME
THAT IS
NO DOUBT
SOWING INTO YOUR FUTURE TIME
RIGHT NOW IN THE MAKING
& NOT ONLY YOUR FUTURE
BUT OURS?
ME?
I FLY HIGH.
THE WOMB WAS MY COCOON,
& I HAVE HAD MY WINGS ON
NEVER ALLOWED TO BE CLIPPED,
& OPEN WIDD FOR MY WHOLE LIFE,
A SHORT 50 YEARS YET
SO FAR,
CAUSE I JUST GOT WAY
MUCH MORE
LIVE.IN' WIDE OPEN OUT
& ALIVE SINGING JOY.FULL.Y
TO BE.
BEING FREELY SIMPLE
DOES NOT EVER TROUBLE ITSELF.
THE PURE PEACE WITH.IN
THAT JUST
FREELY SURPASSES
ANY ONE'$ UNDER.$TAN.DING
IN.CLUE.DING my own,
JUST'IS THE INNER.STAND.IN.G
THAT REAL PURE PEACE
JUST FREELY RADIATES
OUT FROM WITH.IN.
SOOOOOO,
HERE'S A LITTLE DIDDY
TO stART THE DAY
PERHAPS YOU MAY FEEL
PUTS A REAL PEP
IN YOUR STEP
https://open.spotify.com/track/5uDFIUrj3WjmgpSs2Zxc4d?si=mLdlRRUsS0eBIOPc-Ro3Xg&utm_source=copy-link
SIMPLY LET YOUR LIFE
EVER UNFOLDING
EVER CHANGING
BE THE LIVING PRAYER
WHERE ONLY YOUR ANSWERS EXIST, TO BE...SO...
YOU CAN BE YOU,
AS DIVINELY CREATED TO BE,
TOO.
I AM NOT THE ONLY ONE
WHO NEVER PUT THE VEIL ON, HAVE NO THING TO HIDE
& JUST'IS BE'ING "IT,"
ME.
HARD TRUTH IS:
WE ALL ARE
IT.
WE ARE IT!
WHAT WAS THEN
DOES NOT EXIST ANYMORE
FOR FAR GREATER REASONS
THAN ANY ONE CAN DARE IMAGINE.
THIS IS NOW!
AND
THIS
IS
OUR
TIME
NOW!!!
🔥🌟🔥
FEEL AS FREE
AS YOU HAVE ALWAYS HAVE BEEN
DIVINELY CREATED TO BE
TO LIGHT UP YOUR WHOLE BE'ING
UP UP UP UP UP UP UP UP UP UP UP
https://open.spotify.com/track/3ji2WLLlpJmvvSOlAyqB6p?si=JhUr4A_-T7evN9W4C041_Q&utm_source=copy-link
& IF YOU ARE LOOKIN' FOR HELP
GETTIN' YOUR WHOLE SELF
BACK UP 💖💞🌬🎶🎶🎶🎶🎶🎶🎶
https://open.spotify.com/track/3ji2WLLlpJmvvSOlAyqB6p?si=JhUr4A_-T7evN9W4C041_Q&utm_source=copy-link
I CHEER ALL FROM THE SIDELESS LINES, BUT MAKE NO MISTAKE:
I AM
& ALWAYS HAVE BEEN
ON THE SIDE OF THE MOST HIGH
CREATOR OF CREATION KNOWN AS GOD BY MANY NAMES FOR ALL OF TIME &
I AM
ALWAYS
WITH CHRIST.
MOST $AY
WITHOUT FREELY EVER SAYING
THAT THEY HATE THAT!
FOR THOSE READY RIGHT NOW
FOR REAL
TO FREE THEMSELVES
FROM THE CON$.FINE$
OF T.HEIR PRO.GRAM.MED
LIMIT.ED EGO.ICK MIND
(FOR ONLY EACH ONE CAN
& MUST DO THAT, FREE THEMSELVES FROM THEIR
OWN MIND)
TO BE.COME REAL WARRIORS
IN ALL REALMS UNSEEN & UNHEARD ...
AS ALWAYS
MY INTENTIONS ARE ONLY
FOR THE HIGHEST GREATEST GOOD OF ALL, GOD'S WILL.
IT IS ALL ALREADY FINISHED!
THO$E WHO TH.INC NOT ARE THE ONE$ WHO GUNNA FIND OUT
ALL BUY THEM$ELVE$, IN$LAVE.ED.
ME IN$LAVED?
HELL NO.
I KNOW WHO I AM
DIVINELY CREATED TO BE,
WHOM I FREELY SERVE,
AND WHY I AM FREELY HERE.
DO YOU FREELY KNOW, YET
WHO YOU ARE DIVINELY CREATED TO BE?
WHATEVER YOUR LIFE HAS.BEEN
DOES NOT EVER HOLD YOU FROM LEARNING WHAT YOU HAVE NEVER BEEN TAUGHT.
💚🌱🌿☘️🍀
🙌🏻💞🕊🌎🕊💞🙌🏻
UNCONDITIONAL LOVE DOES NOT EVER DENY ANY PART OF THE WHOLE TRUTH NOR DOES IT EVER DENY ANY PART OF ANY ONE'S TRUTH.
AND, YES,
UNCONDITIONAL LOVE COMES
WITH VERY PERSONAL BOUNDARIES.
💞 IS REAL &
🕊 IT JUST WORKS
EVERYTHING WE HAVE EVER BEEN THROUGH HAS PREPARED US FOR *NOW.*
MORE *UP*SET UPDATES COMING,
NO DOUBT A GOOD THING
ALTHOUGH NOT ALL GOOD CHANGE
FREELY GIVEN IS FREELY RECEIVED WELL.
WATCHYA CATCHIN' NOW?
I DUNNO,
BUT WATCHIN' THE MYRIAD DATA FLOODING & PATTERNS REVEALING THEMSELVES IS SUPER ENTER.REST.IN.G.🥰